wtf they erased what ive just posted
great they just added fuel to the fire.
my cramps are fucking killing me.
its so hurtful i had to curse.

i wanna buy yellow polish!
and my le coq bag!
no sponsors yet. heh.


*youre still the effing dusgusting you.
horrible piece of rotten crap. shitass you.
somethings never change, do they? you had
everyone fooled. you disgust me so much!
i wanted to go spam your gross blog, thats
how much youre worth, actually. but i decided
not to. why for spamming when i knw it wont
get to you? minor stuffs like these cant affect you,
you sodding giant monster freakazoid.

N, 10:55 PM



Exasperation after knowing how
acutely alike both of them are.
eeeyyyerrrr.

- Nostalgia is mental masturbation

HAHAHAHHA

N, 11:02 PM


my tummy's bloody painful.
):
period's taking its time.
hello the cramps are killing me !@*^*(
Just when i realised auditions are
gonna be tmr, becks called to say
it's postponed.
total waste of time ):
it's alry like 9 days away
so auditions keep dragging,
then what's the point right.
i feeeell sick!
i think its all that binging today
are you feeling well toad?
although i never do say it,
i treasure you more than i love yellow okay
(:
and im sorry i didnt allow you to whine
about bowling,
well you still cant now, haha but do know
i dont really express myself well.
so :D

time to catch up on sleep.
i will wake up at 10 tmr
hurray
10 days

N, 10:04 PM



I have a thousand things to say.
So much so idk where to start.
I just know this week's gonna be hell.
Today alry sucked pretty much,
and there's gonna be like auditions on thurs. -.-

I'm so filled up with angst,
I might just end up exploding,
and end up causing casualties along with me
wtf.
I have like alot of things squashed up at the back
of my head, sometime soon they just wont be able
to take it. emo emo emo.
Idk, seriously where to start,
there's gotta be a perfect confidant(e) out there,
so i can pour and pour and pour.
I should go learn some anger management on the way.

I hate how i'm allowing myself to behave.


Just a sign that you're with me,
gives me the strength to hold on.

N, 10:01 PM



I've sinned
I sodding dont care.

My song nice right :D
amber pacific are waaaaay coool!
I bet jea's still out with that nick.
She hasnt been replying my sms,
and shes not online.
I shld have stayed, then i'll get free dinner too :D

Seeing b* totally made my day!
wooooo
I'm glad i went town.
Tall, dark handsome.
phhwah!

But i saw many other people too,
like jude wong in the bus, a* and m*, j*/d* and b*, tobuyass(JEA IT'S HIM I JUST RMRED),jiazhi(you think i wanna see you is it! heh.) others i forgot


Then now char is refusing to reply me,
I think it's my phone.
fricking laggy
eh I think I'mma change it soon.
My dad suddenly said I can change,
I should just like change it, since it's so sodding
laggy and like the ripples theme is fucking ugly as well,
also, I was cheated when i thought it came with mmc,
then stupid cam wasnt even clear.
The only nice thing about it is it's pink, and like first slide phone
I've ever owned. Pretty much the last.
Ok, I'll get my ass off to nokia to check out their new phones.

Ohyes, I wanna buy all the polkadotted headbands in the world!
and the green and yellow le coq bag. jea said she'll get it for me,
like in october ):
Never mind "pms freak", I'll go get it myself
hahahah.

N, 10:32 PM



We I shared too much secrets
to let this get us down, pms barrier is one
shit i can't overcome.
Moreover, i dont think i'm at fault here.

Charlene is peeling worse than me now,
ha laugh at me luh! now i've recovered!
and i can snigger all i want :D
her sister must be real happy,
cause we havent spoken on the phone all week
):
tmr night! :D

N, 11:33 PM

Your Birthdate : October 19

You are resilient and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.

Your strength : Well developed stability and confidence

Your Weakness : Suspicion of others

oh how true. ohoh, xiaxue has a bf! -gasps. He doesnt know of her blog i think, or so she says.

N, 10:49 PM


I love prawns!
i prolly gobbled down 20 just now.
whee

pregant prawn cutlet, weighing 998 kg and 8 cm in height,
aged 89 :D
i miss us pollutant ):
oh wells!


ji de zhao wo, wo de hao peng you!
It only takes a spark, to get the fire burning
or going. haha
never mind, that sentence was pure magic.

Sometimes we put up walls. Not to keep people out,
but to see who cares enough to knock them down
:DD

N, 7:35 PM



Wherever you go, I'll be waiting
Whenever you call, I''ll be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight.

Do you all know how much I abhor wed nights,
):
I have to do a study on a 3-day diet plan,
plus analysing?
It's 8 and it's due tmr,
you got it right, I havent started yet

Do we all know a goldfish's attention span
lasts only 3 seconds?
Or the starfish is the only animal which can
flip its stomach inside out?
I'm seriously hooked on diet snapple
:DDD
You're such a major pms f r e a k

N, 7:48 PM



I am so so so so so glad i didnt listen
to becks' crap and took 59 with her,
I think it was God's will. I didnt wanna cross
the overhead bridge so i decided to
just go home myself, then I took the time to just
walk and stone and sometimes, as if remembering,
i'll think of something of productive rather than
to just walk and dream.
I really enjoy walking alone during evening times,
it's really comfortable i think, except just now I
was carrying the massive pack of uni and i stank horribly.
So anyway, we're digressing.
My point is, next time you see me walking alone
to the interchange,
don't bother to say hi okay.
HAHAH

I feel really guilty because I've been planning
to blog about how great i think my grandpa is,
and i'm really angry at myself for forgetting.
Anyhow, if you do feel that the post is getting boring
by the minute, you can jolly well leave, cause I have to
talk about how much I love my ahgong and being typical asians,
we're not really open to people about how we feel,
so my blog will help me.
Ok, so my ahgong often gets or rather, he feels
we're all neglecting him, so whenever possible,
he tries to really talk to us and sometimes,
being typical grandchildren we always shut him out completely.
Sometimes i try very hard not to, but you see he's
so great that we always, always take him for granted, so it's hard
to not flare at him, he always takes it silently.
If i ever needed a hero, he'll be my one and only.
Sometimes, i selfishly wish my grandpa would never have to die,
or i'd die first
and yes, he's still around, taking care of my every need.
I truly thank God for his existence
I love you gongong!
(:

I saw * just now again!
It's * cause idk the name luh haha
Now, that's the real reason I was glad i didnt take the bus with becks.
:DDD
Okay, history beckons!
Wish me luck for my presentation tmr,
Ms Chow helped us so much I cant afford to suck tmr!
And one last thing!
How disappointing luh!
I didnt see us on tv tonight, I mean how cool is it,
to see like 80 of us playing the chicken little song -.-


`coyote ugly girl, you're looking so damn divine says:
NOELLE YONG DREAM OF ME TMR WHEN YOU FALL ASLEEP IN CLASS

guess who ? :DD

OHYES, GOODLUCK FOR B' DIV TOADD.
SEEE YOU TMRR!
<3>

N, 10:37 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006

yayy so the women's team won the table tennis event.
it was such an excruciating game to watch i tell you,
since i had the advantage of staying at home cause i was sick,
i caught it live.
the third lady had to play all 5 games before beating the aussies,
and it was so close!
cause if she won her set, it would mean clinching the gold medal.
poor woman, she was under so much pressure!
then she finally did it!
gold medal point was a score of 13 to 11 i think.
how close may i repeat myself!
now i wanna learn table tennis!
but we lost to indo (or india) for the men's
but our first commonwealth gold! woooooo

enough of the patriotic crap hehheh,
becks just informed me we need our full uniform,
and mine's at the shop!
why cldnt they say it at band camp man,
now my mom has to go back to holland to retrieve it,
when she's playing mj. haha thanks mom.
tmr's gonna be such a tiring day,
im coming back after school tmr,
cause i wanna watch my adriano again. (:
and i bought a thermometer!
for like 2.90 la
cheap thrills. haha
okay idk how to do accts assignment 9 qn 2 like everybody else,
but toad knows!
-gulps.
enjoyed myself today with her
her hair totally sucks la please,
everybody dont be too harsh on her hair tmr okay
she got it quite bad from me already.
HAHA
she sent me one of her crazy antics sweet msges ytd,
goes like this:

if a star falls down everytime i think of you,
then the moon will truly understand the meaning of loneliness

i told her it derived from the stone one right, then she say she's hurt by what i said. -.-!
okok the phone just vibrated and she just sent another one!

as long as we're both together,
who cares about the hot and humid weather!

hahahah it rhymes but it's a little lame :D

ok anyway, there's this silly yet annoyingly cute boy who posted a same chinese song twice,
how cute right. <333!

N, 10:27 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

you needed a blue sky holiday.


after a week, i finished my english article!
which only took half an hour -.-
ok off to accts, and my overdue biology!
f&n can wait till tomorrow night.

pe's the first thing tmr!
i think we'll have weight and height taking
hahaha.

anyhow, i feel subway again!
i shall ring toad.

N, 5:58 PM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

my tan is peeling itself away!
aiyah peel all you want, but my skin
now has patches with faint spots on it.
it's really gross ):
im sorry God, restore my skin to it's former glory,
and i wont expose myself to uv rays anymore ):


i miss you sooooo much
boohoo
july had better come quick,
april's such a risky bet.

N, 10:39 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

It's been a good 94 days of counting,
never gonna stop i guess :D

i'm at home while joan and alyssa and denise
are sleeping now in the dance studio.
heh ohwells, i'll be there tmr this time ):
my homeworks all undone,
terrible state i landed myself.
ohwells, last year's sleeping part
of the camp was fun, so lets hope tmr brings surprise.
i bragged to tan shu ning i'll bring cushion,
but it cant really fit into my bag.
so tmr i gotta steal from denise again ):
i should just forget about studying hard,
so maybe mommy will let me go abroad.
say, melbourne? T.C. ?
<3

N, 11:47 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

sodding blogger deleted what i posted just nw,
idk what i pressed, so it may have been my fault.

but anyway, aiyah i'm lazy to type already.
just now i managed to cough out many interesting points.
ok so mainly,
it's to inform charlene that i refuse to upload 20over pics here,
because i have history to do [i bound 2 points into 1 !]
so when you decide to appear online, i'll send the whole file to you

today is pasir ris park day
fun although we felt so dirty and everything.
when the pics are up, you'll see how charlene
struggles to stay on some saucer thing,
while some bunch of naughty boys were trying to
kill us. also, we attempted some spiderweb thing,
and the naughty boys were like : jump la! lousy
something like that.
ok so anyway that's about all i wanted to say just now
oh yes, band auds were a breeze please,
although i cldnt really play la,
it's really a brief one anyway.

ok imma have bathe again,
cause charlene didnt pass me soap
to bathe just now. -.-
then i'll finally get to see toadd tmr.
(:

oh yes yes,
i wanted to ' wail and fall flat on imaginary floor ' just now,
but now i think, why should i?

N, 10:46 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

i feel down all of a sudden
i think my hormones are hard at work again.
):
maybe it's disappointment on both our parts,
i think mine's regret though
if only forgiveness cld be as easy as drinking water
))):



some gays took desmond's old blog url,
and they're really gross, publicising their urm,
sex life.
so i took it off.
sex blogging should be made illegal,
dont you think?

N, 10:20 PM

eeefing hot ! :D
olympics gold medallist, and men's world champion!
and looks alil like heh, you know who.
i like !

on a sadder note, my headaches are back!
maybe it's time to get a haircut
lucky thing school's stopped, so no extra pressure.
and my burns are not healing as fast as they should!
and and i went to do this intelligence thing whereby they'll
give you the numbers and the first letter of some words,
then you gotta work it out yourself,
results show i'm intelligent! :DD
like they'll give you :
24 H in a D
so you type 24 hours in a day.
but that's so easy right.

anyhow! i'm so fricking bored at home,
cause my uncle went to cancel the wrong cable channels
so i have pratically all the channels we dont watch!
tell me why is he so dumb.
charlene still refuse to give up tanning!
i shall study when she tans the next time
or just eat my ass off.

i still love my (flirty) chef :D
cant those buggers stop spamming his board?
sod off!

N, 3:59 PM

Saturday, March 11, 2006

i do not have spastic toes charlene,
it was just cramps. ):
so i'm like not lousy!!
anyhow, session 2 was fun!
this time we had alot alot of food.
subway, nuggets, samosa, sausage waffles, muah cheee!
oh and some sodding diluted sprite iced tea.
my coins saved the day :D

i still feel warm even though my toes are freezing.
they are the only unburnt places )))):
so much for tanning. burnt please
we asked for tooo much.
oh the swimming coach was sodding irritating!
today he came without shades,
and he didnt exactly look very good
his shades were waaaaay cooler.

one week already
@#$(*)&@#
my period is so coming.
i want sakae!

N, 8:21 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

they are those id photos if you havent realised :D
they look the same i know, cause we werent allowed to change shots,
you think it's some cheena neoprint machine is it!
heh.
this shit never fails to crack me up,
although she makes me more angry than not most of the time.

i wanted to blog about something very interesting,
but i forgot, duh right, if not why would i be typing
this section anyway.

i'm being so irritating because i have so much more f&n to complete.
but actually it's fine cause she said do up till wherever you can.
so sod off you @($#&!@#( people!

HAHAHAH

N, 10:06 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

B U L L S H I T
buuuuuuuullshit.

wednesday nights are f&n nights.
band's individual shots suck ):
i look like crap.
haha

N, 8:04 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

my parents' smiles made my night.
sometimes all i want is so simple right i know.

anyhow, i just went to char's blog,
and she pasted this icon that says "i'll be famous someday"
hahaha.
all the way my superstar! (:

i failed my ss ):
oh and now there's the H5N2 vaccination,
how many they want. haha
and from next year you can go straight to poly,
without taking into consideration the o's results.
everything's happening too latee.

zennnnnn zennnnnnnn zennnnnnnn zennnnn

N, 10:08 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. says:
AM I TEMPTING YOU
your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. says:
HAHAHHHA

can you feel her evil smirk. ROAR
i am NOT going to do it!
i just ate yellow sweet so i cant bring myself to do it
ohwells, nothings too definite yet.
nothing can happen to my face from now till friday!
it Is important to look good in the steeple.
heh.

yawn, im so sleepy but it's so odd to sleep at like 10
maybe i should, so my dark rings might go down alil
aiyah bye la.

N, 10:17 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

ytd was funfunfun.
no obvious tan though, how sad.
ok i have 7 articles to do,
math assignment, and accts to study.
all by lets say, 11? yes i hope so!

your presence is a reassurance,
the whipped cream on my iced mocha.

N, 9:28 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

charlene tan scratched me so hard in the train just now ):
it bled instantly okay,
then she still can laugh ))):!

anyhow, moss you shall be there tmr
nice tan here i come.
i finally understood why i shot up during sec 2.
its really due to milk and something else,
come ask me if you really desperately wanna grow tall
heeeeeeeee.
i sometimes really wish there'd be money rain,
oh fish it, i wish for it everytime.
:D

N, 6:51 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

i've progressed (:
i only went to my most most favourite and adored blog,
after like one hr i was online.
promising start right :DD
but i was guilty of kept on returning
to view the same page. so i think the counter has
many many many many hits.

i'm really smelly from all that rugby shit,
but its undeniably fun.
all that tackling and falling down really cracks me up.
i need some retail therapy soon.
oh my f&n research is pleading for me to go
start working on it.
but first, imma bathe because i truly stink.
heee bye.

N, 8:08 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE TAN HUI SHAN.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEEN (:
LOVE YOU HEAPS AND HEAPS!

although you stupidly didnt bring your cam,
we still love you all the same.
i really hope you enjoyed today okay! (:
like after all the trouble i went through,
to get you your beckham perfume,
and how tired toad and i were running
to go get your cake cause you were so punctual.
heeeeee.
we played stacko in galilee!
so fun.
we were screaming and screaming and laughing.
then we went to scape!
and this group of idk, buskers?
they were playing some drums thing,
nicee. but they had so many ngs la.
haha.
toad and i decided to name this reeaaallly hot malay guy hafiz.
HAHA.
we're were singing like nobody's business on the way home la,
we were damn sleepy, yet really high.
so that kinda sums up for today.
took neos since our bday girl forgot to charge her cam,



















i hope things will start to look up,
theres no way to go other than up after you hit rock bottom anw.
okay bye!

N, 9:18 PM

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